Fear the Walking Dead/... I Lose Myself

... I Lose Myself
Season 4, Episode 16
Airdate	September 30, 2018
Written by	Andrew Chambliss & Ian Goldberg
Directed by	Michael E. Satrazemis
Stream
← 4x15 I Lose People...	5x01 → Here to Help
Fear the Walking Dead — Season Four

... I Lose Myself is the sixteenth episode of the fourth season of Fear the Walking Dead, and the fifty-third episode overall.

Starring: Lennie James (Morgan Jones), Alycia Debnam-Carey (Alicia Clark), Maggie Grace (Althea), Colman Domingo (Victor Strand), Danay Garcia (Luciana), Garret Dillahunt (John Dorie), Jenna Elfman (June)

Guest Starring: Tonya Pinkins (Martha), Aaron Stanford (Jim Brauer), Daryl Mitchell (Wendell), Mo Collins (Sarah), Alexa Nisenson (Charlie)

Plot Overview

Morgan makes an attempt to help Martha, only to discover she's already set in motion her plan to make him stronger.

Notes

Title sequence

• A bountiful field of flowers with a factory in the distance.

Arc Advancement

Happenings

• Rather than leaving for Alexandria, Morgan suggests they go to the factory Clayton ran the trucking system out of and keep his idea going. Alicia believes they do more than deliver boxes and Al suggests helping those in her tapes.

Characters

• Althea is reunited with the group.

• Morgan tries to help Martha, only to trick him and injures him to keep him from helping the others who have been poisoned with antifreeze. Dying from her wounds, she pits him a situation where either he kills her or she turns and kills him. He begins to imagine his friends dying and begins strangling her, only to pull himself back. He handcuffs her and helps the others. When he returns, he finds she's turned and wandered before putting her down.

Quotes

• Strand: Just when I stopped trying to drink myself to death, I succeed.

• Dorie: Charlie, you know this is a one-time deal, right?

June: She was poisoned, John.

Dorie: Well, I know. (to Charlie) Don't go getting poisoned again till you're at least 21.